Change does not come easy....it is not something that will come without a fight and it is not something that will happen over night. Removing something from your life that has been there for almost your whole life requires fighting to remove it. It requires you putting forth all that is in you and laying all your faith in GOD'S hands that he can and will help you every step of the way....Change does not come easy BUT it DOES come! 

There are so many things changing happening in my life that at times I feel like I am ok and  at times I feel like I am fighting the battle of a lifetime. I don't feel that I will loose I just know I have to find a way to keep fighting to get where I so desire to be. If change does not come I will never be able to look at myself in the mirror and truly be happy and I will never be able to have that baby I so desire to have. Change is not an option for me CHANGE IS A MUST. No addiction to food of any kind is worth me loosing the opportunity to have a child. NONE! 

So this year I have made some steps towards really huge changes that include the following: 
1) I joined Weight Watchers (best decision i ever made)
2) I purchased the Jillian Michaels work out dvd's. 
3) I am plugging into my bible more. 
4) I am locking the door to my past and throwing the key away I do not have time for anyone that use to be in my life. 
5) I have accepted that I am a christian but I am not perfect....and unlike many "Christians" I know of I am OK with that and prefer to NOT act like I never make a mistake. FOLKS I mess up , I fall, I fail and I let people down BUT it doesn't change the fact that I am a christian and I love God with all my heart and I can accept that I am not perfect. Please don't ever think I am ! 

So I have decided to share my story of what will happen and include you in my thoughts and share my ups and downs of this journey. I do hope you will join me and share with me as well and that together we can all end up happier, healthier and closer to God. 

Love to you all, 
Francine